One down, eleven more to go...

Today is a hard day, I am longing for my husband to be here, but the knowledge that he can't makes my heart hurt.  I am trying to stay positive about it all and Savannah has been doing a wonderful job keeping me laughing, but there are some things that I just can't get from anyone other than Wesley.  It is hard to believe that he has been gone for almost a month already...so I guess one month down and eleven more to go.